{"id":158,"date":"2012-09-20T00:46:51","date_gmt":"2012-09-19T22:46:51","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.helppox.com\/owt\/?p=158"},"modified":"2012-09-20T00:46:51","modified_gmt":"2012-09-19T22:46:51","slug":"life-is-a-circus-act","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.helppox.com\/owt\/life-is-a-circus-act\/","title":{"rendered":"Life is a circus act"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>Strange. When\u00a0 I got home today a strange circus music was palying. I don&#8217;t know how it was picked on the palylist but it was a good remainder of the life. Actually it quite well relates to the things that happened today.<\/p>\n<p>I met a goo friend that I\u00a0had not seen for a while. It&#8217;s so special when the discussions are just flowing from one subject to another so well that you almost miss your train.<\/p>\n<p>Ok he only missed the first train but\u00a0not the another one. I took a bus home. For some strange reason the announcements at bus were off sync and so were my thoughts. I left the bus couple of stops too early and started to walk towards my home.<\/p>\n<p>Strange stuff was happening in my head. When I looked through the windows I saw shadows glooming. They were not looking at me. They were watching something else. Like there was a fire in every apartment and these people were standing around and did not want to put it out. I kept walking.<\/p>\n<p>Through a window I saw a room full of posters. There was Sex Pistols, The Calsh and other old punk stuff, In the living room window I saw another shadow staring at nowhere. All of a sudden I saw a pale red haired face in the other window. She stared at me and smiled. We spoke a lot with my friend tonight. About life, peopl, love, loalty, everything. This smiling face\u00a0 must be a reflection of these thoughts. She can not be real.<\/p>\n<p>I have lost two hours. I just came home. The strange circus music is still playing. I can remember a dream. I can remember how I stood with the red haired girl in the sunset. I can remember how we made love and how we still felt the love when we were old. I remember how I lost her and found her again.<\/p>\n<p>It can not be true. I lost wo hours of my life but got whole twenty years of love.<\/p>\n<p>I need another beer.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Strange. When\u00a0 I got home today a strange circus music was palying. I don&#8217;t know how it was picked on the palylist but it was a good remainder of the life. Actually it quite well relates to the things that happened today. I met a goo friend that I\u00a0had not seen for a while. It&#8217;s &hellip; <a href=\"https:\/\/www.helppox.com\/owt\/life-is-a-circus-act\/\" class=\"more-link\">Continue reading <span class=\"screen-reader-text\">Life is a circus act<\/span> <span class=\"meta-nav\">&rarr;<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-158","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-owt"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.helppox.com\/owt\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/158","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.helppox.com\/owt\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.helppox.com\/owt\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.helppox.com\/owt\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.helppox.com\/owt\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=158"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/www.helppox.com\/owt\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/158\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":159,"href":"https:\/\/www.helppox.com\/owt\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/158\/revisions\/159"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.helppox.com\/owt\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=158"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.helppox.com\/owt\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=158"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.helppox.com\/owt\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=158"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}